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1 step closer to the brink
Friday, December 12, 2008 10:36 PM

i'm really feeling oh so emo now. let me recount how bright and shiny has led to dark and emo.

yesterday, no training in the morning due to SEACC. so i stayed home and watched bones! :) bones is not emo at all.... makes me all so happy. i was laughing so hard at the jokes and hidden humor. so that was how my day started with laughs. and then on the train to work i started reading chris' book "the way i was made". he has a way with words, very engaging book, funny with little surprise nuggets here and there, and of cos, very personal and makes you feel motivated. wanting to just hope on that journey of worship and abandon it all. work went all right. the usual stuff. then i received news of the results down at SEACC which were pretty good... and later on found out that K4 senior womens won a gold. 

so, as you can see, so far so good. it doesn't go sour yet.

went down to NUS to join them for a core session. it was very interesting. some exercises were challenging, and i never knew just simple exercises like that could work you hard. (according to irene, the core trainer let us off REAL EASY yesterday but i'm still aching at my abs... i'm how weak?)... this is where my story takes a turn...

andrea ditched me and went to have dinner with her core people and irene, and left me with the task of breaking the news to my mom. great. so there i was pretty annoyed. so i had time to take a chill pill but when i thought it was going okay, i reached home to find that my brilliant brother (note the sarcasm) took my DSLR without my permission with him to bangkok on holiday. firstly, the volatile situation in bangkok is not very comforting. secondly, my camera is not insured yet. thirdly and most importantly, i wanted my camera for the weekend, for obvious reasons like SEACC. i was fuming. seriously fuming, to the point of tears, fuming. after that i had a hard time falling asleep but eventually managed to put myself to sleep with some music. 

so, the whole time this morning at mac watching SEACC all i was thinking of was my camera. and i am still thinking of my camera. so i'm pissed and emo. i need happy food. i need happy company. someone, make me happy please?