my family - although they can be annoying sometimes, and i know that i annoy them sometimes. still thankful for them, cos someone once told me, they'd be the ones to stand by you no matter what. true enough.
friends at BMI - made 8 hrs of my day less boring. esp mich, erica and berno. i'm gonna miss you guys around....
canoeing peeps - gosh, you guys are one helluva bunch. to think that i spend almost every morning, with an exception of saturdays and maybe one weekday, with you guys. it's a pleasure knowing you guys. i'm so thankful that sarah dragged me down to mac one early morning to try float myself in that orange tiger... from then on, there's no turning back. thanks for your generosity and for taking us in. *awwwww*
church friends - what would i do without you guys, church camp was a blast. just like old days (almost). 
poly friends - cranium buddies! seirously, what can seperate us? we have endured 3 yrs of mass comm together!

jo, pk, von - i know we have such seperate lives. we hardly get together. but come on, you guys are the ones i can count on if i need anything :)

i mean there's so much else to be grateful for, but well, if i were to list all of it... you'd never hear the end.

i was just being all nostalgic that day and i remembered sarah grace, anna and i once wrote wills. its really hilarious. like i bequeath my this and that to so and so. but it actually tells us how much certain people mean to us. it's really funny. i remember listing really small stuff like.... my phone, my magazine collection... hahahha! downright hilarious. maybe i should recreate it one day. hahahah. i'm already thinking of a few people who could seriously benefit from my death. 

so on a heavier note. i hate secrets. i sincerely do. maybe that's why i'm one who hardly keep secrets except for those that i've been entrusted with. but secrets cause heavy hearts and they bug me. maybe cos i'm a "have to know it all" person. it totally bugs me when someone keeps something from me. 

i just was thinking and maybe we can't fix everything. maybe, sometimes, we just have to let people make their own mistakes and learn from them, no matter how much heartbreak is involved. but i just can't help it, it's just so sad thinking of possible consequences. heartbreak... sigh.